My Characters are Killing Me

My hubby wants to know what’s wrong.  I seem cranky…a little distracted…possibly miserable. What do I tell him?

Here’s the truth:  I don’t know if Tessa should kiss Noah, if Tessa’s mom is having an affair or why Cassie is being so evil.

But none of those people are real.  They’re the characters in my Work in Progress.  I’m cranky, distracted and miserable because my story isn’t coming together.  Because people I’ve made up are not behaving in ways I imagined and I’m not sure what direction to go in next.

Guilty Pleasure

A good friend called me last week and asked if I could recommend a book.  ”What are you reading right now?” she asked.

In fact, I was in the middle of a book at the time–one that I really liked.

But when I opened my mouth to tell her, the title stuck in my throat.  Could I say it?  Dare I admit the truth?  Feelings of guilt and embarrassment rushed through me.  I had the urge to lie.

Something old, Something new, Something borrowed…

This is a saying that usually only comes to mind when you’re thinking of weddings. But it popped into my head as I began the tricky process of brainstorming an idea for my next novel.

Now, I’m not what you’d call an “idea machine.” (Unless a toaster is a machine, because that’s how it works for me.  One sliver of a thought goes in, cooks a while and eventually pops back up, usually underdone.)  In other words, it’s a slow process for me. Ideas do not find me in the shower or in the car or on a walk. They do not find me period.  I have to go hunting them.

The Upside of Rejection

(Today, I’m the guest blogger over at the Class of 2k11.  I’m reposting here for those who might not have seen that.)

So, my launch party for OyMG is this Saturday, and I thought it would be fun to pull out my first rejection letter to show everyone.  Yes, I still have it –a half-page form letter from American Girl Magazine.

It got me thinking.  First about book rejections and then about rejections in general.  Life is full of them—and they come at us from all kinds of people and places.

Writing Tip for Tuesday

If you’re a vegetarian, don’t write about cannibals.

Simple advice, but true.  Now, maybe you weren’t thinking of writing about cannibals–but what if they were the next big thing?  What if a blockbuster cannibal extravaganza just hit the bestseller list?

My point is that it can be very tempting to write about the latest and greatest trend in YA or MG fiction.  I’ve never been to a SINGLE conference (and I’ve been to many) where someone doesn’t ask an editor or agent what the trends are right now.  And everyone holds their breath, their pens poised over paper, ready to write down the answer.

Writing Tip for Tues: A Good Bad Guy

We can’t live without our bad guys.  Without them, our stories would be as bland as an Oreo without the cream filling.  So what makes a good bad guy?  Yes, he or she needs a certain amount of lowdown-nasty-awful-evil creepiness.  But I believe the worst bad guys are the ones who believe they’re doing it for the greater good.

A good bad guy doesn’t know he’s bad.

My Cover…Uncovered!

This is it:  My Cover.  I can honestly say that I LOVE it!!

And now, I can also admit that I was so afraid that I’d hate it.  All I knew was that the designer was working on it and that it was a “tough one”.  So tough, that it went through a number of initial versions.  I wasn’t sure how many but when I finally got my first glimpse, the document was titled: NEWComp16.

16?!!

And no, I didn’t ask to see the first 15.

Cover Story

Right now, as I write these words, a stranger three thousand miles away is working on my cover.  I’m talking about the cover of my first novel.  This is the face my baby will show to the world.  And let’s not understate it:  Covers are important.  Extremely.  Just think about how you buy books.  You wander through the shelves and you see an interesting title and what do you do — you check out the cover.

Head shots or “Just shoot me in the Head”

I hired a photographer last week.  This should be an exciting thing, right?  I’m putting together a website — my very own home on the Internet — and I need some lifestyle photos that show me, well, having a life, I guess.   I found a guy who has a great portfolio, and experience, and an impressive camera and all those light-umbrella thingies.  Perfect, right?

Backstory

First, a bit about the book I sold:  It’s the story of 14-year-old Ellie Taylor, a Jewish girl who attends speech camp and discovers she’ll have to hide her religion if she wants to win a scholarship to a high school. (And she really wants to win it!) To complicate matters, there’s romantic sizzle with the competition and Ellie’s crazy grandfather is on a quest for the perfect matzoh ball soup.